just
I'm just kinda sorta wondering what this all means and if you ever think about it/me?
Mmmm, yeah.
Because if I think about it, it doesn't really make sense to me and it doesn't add up.
And if I gotta be truthful, its a trap easy to fall into but a disaster to get out of.
But if I go any
further with the truth, it would be a pleasant change.
Not that I'd welcome it that much. (Really? Truthfully? I don't know.)
A pleasant change
nonetheless.