LOL and then it happened!


you see,
I've got nothing to prove.


there's only one thing that's certain in this world
changes


seeing that made me laugh out loud
sure, something in me raced to top speeds
but i guess a leopard can never change it's spots
and fakers will stay just that
so fake all your lies if you must  ¶ 3:19 PM 0 Comments

  post modern girls you don't have to tell no one
'cause no one wants to know
but you don't have no happiness at all

everyone has the same opinion
you're still falling down




let's put it this way
actions speak louder than words
and i'm not a person with the best of attitude
the most refined of creatures
you're more stained than me.
hypocrite

i hope you ask for courage, strength and consistency


i know my faults
but you're below me


but for the sake of it i will pluck up some courage
not now though  ¶ 6:48 AM 0 Comments

  cardigans when i close my eyes all i see are 0.7cm lines with 1.4cm letters trying to fit into the lines. and a hand just keeps writing the letter G and C over and over again.

i keep trying to breathe. but i cant breathe deep enough.
oh barnacles.


get off the bandwagon
put down the anvil  ¶ 9:24 PM 0 Comments

  basket so its like nice and fast today
blah.
what a flake


emotionally tired.
everything hurts la damn  ¶ 10:19 AM 0 Comments

  when its over you only like me when im sober
you only want me when im gone
you wont be here with me
pick up your pieces
slit my wrists
and leave


the most ironic thing?
when a lesbian who's had a sex change
falls for a gay who's had a sex change

then wont they be falling for the people who they thought they would never fall for?
the opposite sex i mean
which would mean they werent brutally honest with each other

im getting a headache just thinking about it.


lesbian: darling, i had a sex change once.
bimbo gay: oh! me too!
-long pause-
both: FUCK!


MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!
damn im lame!  ¶ 9:10 PM 0 Comments

  time of the essence
i didn't waste it on you
for all the anger i felt towards you
for all the time i felt i shouldn't care
for all the time i felt you weren't worth it
temporary.
you're an absolute gem.


harsh and haunted
you're more or less all that i've asked for
all the blind people
putting you down
add another one to the few that i hold dear to me
you have my unwavering support


my pillar, my strength
my jason, my goldfish
my weird friend





as for the other,
now, where do i stand?

or has this vanished into thin air
floating around like a distant memory
a figment of our imagination
a mere illusion



my spasms of fear
this bullet; my head
i know im stronger than this
i still...
sweet.  ¶ 11:21 PM 0 Comments

  numb. this is senseless sometimes i forget my alter ego
she's getting too typical
i shouldn't write her name everywhere
she's coming


the blunt objects hurt the worst
because you'd have to do it over and over again
it stings
but it removes the blackened parts.


kill-joy!
i can't wait for monday
peace :)


that was stupid >:/
i should've known

time for all and all for time.
and this i will forget
pray tell
know that i never meant to indulge so soon
few more hours till i give myself up
to my alter ego
or to run and be
revo! la dolce vita


and at a point like this, you were there
just like old times
dude, i treasure you
and dont you forget it
i definately dont know how to wrestle
but for you i'll try


i just realised you're the only one who've seen me cry like fuck.  ¶ 12:49 PM 0 Comments

  i was bored * You can only say YES or NO or MAYBE
* You are not allowed to explain unless someone asks

1. Taken a picture naked? NO
2. Painted your room? NO
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? NO
4. Drove a car? YES
5. Danced in front of a mirror? YES
6. Had a crush? YES
7. Been dumped? YES
8. Stole money from a friend? NO
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? NO
10. Been in a fist fight? NO
11. Snuck out of your house? NO
12. Have feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES
13. Been arrested? NO
14. Made out with a stranger? MAYBE
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? YES
16. Left your house without telling your parents? YES
17. Had a crush on your neighbour? NO
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? NO
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES
20. Seen someone die? NO
21. Been on a plane? YES
22. Kissed a picture? NO
23. Slept in until 3pm? YES
24. Love or miss someone right now? MAYBE
25. Laid on your back and watch cloud shapes go by? YES
26. Made a snow angel? NO
27. Played dress up? NO
28. Cheated while playing a game? YES
29. Been lonely? YES
30. Fallen asleep while at school/work? YES
31. Been to a club? NO
32. Felt an earthquake? NO
33. Touched a snake? YES
34. Ran a red light? YES
35. Been suspended from school? NO
36. Had detention? YES
37. Been in a car accident? NO
38. Hated the way you looked? YES
39. Witnessed a crime? NO
40. Pole danced? NO
41. Been lost? YES
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? YES
43. Felt like dying? YES
44. Cried yourself to sleep? YES
45. Sang karaoke? YES
46. Sucked your thumb? YES
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? YES
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? NO
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? NO
50. Kissed in the rain? NO
51. Sing in the shower? YES
52. Made love in a park? NO
53. Had a dream you married someone? NO
54. Glued your hand to something? YES
55. Had your tongue stuck to a flag pole? NO
56. Ever gone to school practically naked? NO
57. Been a cheerleader? YES
58. Sat on a rooftop? MAYBE
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? NO
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? YES
61. Played chicken? YES
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? NO
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? MAYBE
64. Broken a bone? NO
65. Been easily amused? YES
66. Laughed so hard till you cried? YES
67. Mooned/flashed someone? NO
68. Cheated on a test? MAYBE
69. Forgotten someone's name? YES
70. Slept naked? YES
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? NO
72. Performed on stage? YES
73. Blacked out from drinking? NO
74. Played a prank on someone? YES
75. Gone to a late night movie? YES
76. Made love to anything not human? NO
77. Failed a class test? YES
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? NO
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? NO
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? YES
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? NO
82. Fell off a boat? MAYBE
83. Felt like killing someone? YES
84. Thought about running away? YES
85. Ran away? NO
86. Done drugs? NO
87. Had detention and not attend it? NO
88. Dumped anyone? YES
89. Made a parent cry? YES
90. Cried over someone? YES
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? NO
92. Dated someone more than once? YES
93. Have/had a dog? NO
94. Own an instrument? YES
95. Been in a band? YES
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO
97. Broken a cd? NO
98. Shot a gun? YES
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? NO
100. Written a love letter? MAYBE

blame the scissors.

  ¶ 3:01 PM 0 Comments