time of the essence
i didn't waste it on you
for all the anger i felt towards you
for all the time i felt i shouldn't care
for all the time i felt you weren't worth it
temporary.
you're an absolute gem.


harsh and haunted
you're more or less all that i've asked for
all the blind people
putting you down
add another one to the few that i hold dear to me
you have my unwavering support


my pillar, my strength
my jason, my goldfish
my weird friend





as for the other,
now, where do i stand?

or has this vanished into thin air
floating around like a distant memory
a figment of our imagination
a mere illusion



my spasms of fear
this bullet; my head
i know im stronger than this
i still...
sweet.  ¶ 11:21 PM