cards i made a gamble
one of the bigger gambles in my 17 years
i finally wore my heart on my sleeve


boy did i play my cards well
i've been dealt with a joker
and who's capable of that?


today's my last paper
i cant concentrate
i want it all to be over
im screwing up my papers all over again


tune in to another episode of
the failures of res
same time same date
only on channel loser


that person may be right bunny  ¶ 4:24 AM 0 Comments

  rollercoaster I do wanna kill you


I'd rather cut you than the wedding cake
Your bloody guts on your rented tux


I'll kiss your cold dead lips
And I'll dip my chips
In the blood that drips
And I'll smear the cake right in your face


I told you I love you to death.


pls fucking stop talking about us  ¶ 11:41 PM 0 Comments

  fun day fun day was awesome.
but running around at sentosa...
IRRELEVANT


but if your idea of fun is running on rough terrain, sweating buckets, getting sand everywhere and being unable to jump into the sea...
then you would've had fun


we couldn't even get enough water to last the whole race
so we, out of breath, out of time and out of energy
took a 2mins break (already 15mins late ok) to buy Big Gulp
ORGASMIC
vanilla coke on a hot hot hot HOT day!
what could be better?


assembling ourselves to get back to MI was the one thing that pissed me off real badly that day
i don't know
everything that person said or did just irritated me
"MI oooohhh!"
made me want to shove a fistful of sand into his mouth and eyes
MI oh your fucking head la.


i was hot, sticky and had sand sticking to every bare body part
i had to find a fault for every other thing
esp the part where they asked us to move
like DUH! u know u can fit us under the whole tent
save so much space for what?
that's like damn fucking retarded.


or maybe i was just sick of the "sun, sand and sea"
and the "island life"
and i was tired.
after we got on the bus i was greeted by loacker and the air con
so my mood improved


the prep for the campfire was where i finally saw some life in Garnet
initially it was bloody boring but after we all warmed up it was damn fun la
i think it was the cheer


the food was great.
the noodles and rice were tasteless actually
but the fried stuff and what not were really good.
should've eaten more but i was stuffed


the campfire would've been boring if not for the constant comments by the cheekier Garnet members/crashers
and we overcheered our cheer
did the MI dance too
and what the hell, we had 5mins to dance or do anything
yeah thanks ivan lim. so generous
so anyway MI dance right, i did it with kak sha-sha
haha! fun la... we were dancing the wrong way and all that
and halfway into the campfire i officially lost my voice.
woots! never lost it before.
i think it rocks.


so Garnet got second!!!
Onxy won first.
which i think isn't fair


Garnet!
Gonjeng Gonjeng!
Garnet!
Hurh!  ¶ 8:32 AM 1 Comments

  short shorts alright i'll type out a half decent entry today
no vague nonsense


today was really quite shitty
i realised i might have lost my fav pair of specs
(and i only blame myself for it)
i couldnt score in an open book test
and i know that im lagging in my work
when i vowed to be consistent this year
fuck me sideways


i need and must change
i was doing pretty well at the start
lets build momentum baby


im not having a good time in school
i feel so inept so incompetent
i know i can do it
im neither here nor there
im sitting on the fence
and sitting on the fence hurts your butt


im losing too much money
and it hurts me
the loss(?) of a pair of specs made me want to cry
im embarrassed to ask for money from mom
its like im doing it on purpose
like i dont have anything better to do than suck cash
i wish i earned my own income


do u understand this now nash?
heh.


it says 40mph
but we're going at 120
slow down  ¶ 8:05 PM 1 Comments

  overrated dressing like your 'concept' is overrated
then again immitation is the highest form of flattery
ah pek's ice cream is very nice


one day everything will be so so clear
one day i wont be too afraid to open up


no surprises why i like the name jade right?


everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up

there's oceans in between us but that's not very far  ¶ 11:14 AM 1 Comments