stop
I cannot stop myself from feeling this kind of emptiness in me. If I cry, it'll be the kind of hollow sobs that you cannot stop. The ones that makes you gasp and gasp for air and eventually engulf you whole so much that it makes you puke. It is empty, it makes no sense but you cannot stop it. The sobbing takes over and you can't even get a proper breath in. So you continue on your crying marathon.
That is how I feel. I want school to start to take this feeling away.