envy
Envy leads us to no good. The lavish parties we don't need, the skimpy clothes we'll only wear on 'special occasions', the motivation to be someone we're not and yearn for the life that we cannot lead.
I only need your presence. I need to know that you'll be there for me. But I've realised what you are to me. I'll hold on to the one thing that bounded me with people I only knew for months. I am still glowing from their love while yours fade to oblivion.