funny
It's funny how life works. You can be so sure that things now are right and perfect and sweet then God throws you a curve ball. It's almost surreal. Somewhat like a movie. But you know that this is not going to end in two hours and with a happy ending. This is not something that you can detach yourself from, earn recognition and millions from. This is real life.
I can almost see no wrong that she did to you. What was going through your mind? Haven't you gone through enough? And we've all been very open to you and almost embraced you as one of us. So what went wrong? Humiliation is something that a person can get over. Being blinded makes us stronger and wiser. But tarnishing your own name, is your own undoing and can almost never be undone.
Now look what you've done. Don't blame her for it. I hope you're proud of yourself.