goodbye olympics maybe it's the rain. maybe it's the failure. and maybe it's just me.
i'm feeling like i belong under the sea amongst the seaweeds that no one wants to step.
maybe it's the monotonous rituals of going back to school for another 3months.
studying, tests, mid-terms, finals; all over again.
or the fact that i feel like a scum. for reasons untold.
that in the pursuit of what seems so easy, it comes so hard to me.
i'm not perfect, but... it seems that people want those that are so scarred that scares me most
or that the people themselves are so damaged that scares me.
i've still that shameful secret that i've no idea how i can face up to and answer for.

i'm happy though. i've been to places i never thought i would set foot.
i've shunned the people that i know are of no good to me.
i've distanced myself when needed.
got into something i never thought i could make it.
made friends that are simply out of this world
and i'm proud of myself

but the simplest things that can make me happy,
make me crumble all at the same time.

time to eat some fries.
how i wish life's problems were as simple as eating hot fries accompanied with ice cold milo on a beautiful, cold rainy day.



insane usain.
alien phelps.
goodbye beijing olympics 2008
you're one unforgettable friend.  ¶ 7:18 PM