believe today was really cool.
caught The Dark Knight. my friends liked it. i kinda found it... confusing, and a little bland. stunts were cool though.
planning to catch it another time. any takers? let's go!

FPA dinner-slash-orientation. didn't regret going.
i won a candy dispenser thingy. someone won britney spears perfume. phawr.
KAP macdonalds afters. talks about UB, boys and whatevernot.




the walk to the bus-stop was interesting.
the notion of heaven seems ridiculous; to a friend.
gazillons have died, does that mean there are gazillions are up in heaven?
and "up there". what does it mean?
up? sky. after that clouds. and after that stars.
then what?
can you even imagine that?
so i said, some things, you just gotta believe. there's nothing to hold on to, so you just believe in it.
she believes in being practical.
i have my own believes and religious teachings.

but.
maybe you just believe just so that you have the fantasy of believing in something.
like the believe in a prince charming. your better half. your destiny.
that somehow, you're fated to do these kinds of things.
i don't know.

and living forever.
don't you want to? she said.
want to see what's gonna happen in 200 years.
i think i'll get tired of living, i said.
and we talked some more.

i like her. she's surreal and interesting.
she's emo. in her own words.  ¶ 1:09 AM