whoops i don't know what's gotten into you but it's lucky that right now i'm such a little schoolgirl that crushes come and go like the wind.


yesterday was dance works' tenth anniversary. and nadhirah honey and i were at vivo city to give support to nazreen's team who were dancing in the competition. they were pretty fantastic. i really loved how they got the audience to participate. effort paid off, i suppose. they won Most Energetic Group and bring home a hamper full of Energiser batteries and a Crumpler wallet. Congratulations team!

the whole atmosphere and the competition as well was fan-fucking-tastic. audience were hyped up. crowd favourites were, and always will be i guess, them kids who can dance and shake their booties like nobody's business. shalihin really wowed the crowd. he sprung a surprise and suddenly grew springs in his shoes.

then it was slacking outside vivo, watching shuffles, talking crap, dragging, dancing in the bus, singing britney spears and swinging on swings. i was a happy, happy girl.

and i saw SITI NURUL HUDA and RABIATULA'DAWIYAH!
god, i miss them people.


today came the shocking news that the results are gonna come out on friday. heart attack ok.
i am so not looking forward to it. yuckittey yuck.

but then i got to see someone really seriously special. *swoons*
talking to that person was such a treat after so long a time. i hope we can catch up some more.
but it brings back memories of broken hearts and disappointments. apparently, 24hours is not quite enough. a meeting for half an hour took about half a day to finally fulfill. imagine what i had to go through to spend a few hours with this person. even then, it didn't happen.
it's kinda sad. we separated on completely mutual terms but i sincerely wish i had spent more time face-to-face, talking. we were always rushing off somewhere.
ok i am now melancholic and sad.

good night fuckfaces.
may bedbugs crawl into your head and lay eggs and slowly eat your brains.  ¶ 11:49 PM