dig up my secrets you win.


happy now?
everything falls back into place just for you
everyone says you're the next big thing
you're prettier, you're more flashy-mapashy-fatashy
whatever else la that you wanna add.
so you win in the end.

does that word give you a screaming orgasm?
W-I-N
but really, with all the dirty shitty things you've done
and all your fakeness
i don't understand how you can still be "loved"
yeah, i'm sad.
coz i don't understand
and whatever i cannot explain, i'm not satisfied with.


true, you're everything i'm not
honestly though, most times i don't give a flying fuck
underestimate me you shouldn't
less of the finger pointing
and of the gossips behind my back
silently wanting everything for yourself
in the end, i hope it's all worth it

coz you're all they want aren't you
yeah, keep telling yourself that

having thought about you taints my day
my blog my head
MY
MINE
ME
RESTRIA


and when you saw
what a thrill wasn't it.
to see me at my worst.
and you gossiped
and hello, we're girls.
of course i KNOW
you can't keep your mouth shut
wait till it all ends.

i'll burn you at the stake
make sure you're still alive
dunk your head in water
and iron your back
revive you
stick needles in your eyes
and decapitate you with a steak knife  ¶ 8:11 AM