rare
must be something wrong
there's a missing link somewhere
i truly hate the end of anything
where you have to get used to the stopping of something
especially of something you love
it'll have been ingrained into you
then you gotta go cold turkey
it's difficult
i miss you so
i really truly do
i miss talking to you
and the sound of your voice
directed at me. only me.
but just when i think we'll have a proper heart to heart talk
someone butts in
someone has to spoil everything
or you get so eager to go home
and i'm too proud to say "stay"
or i just stare at you and wonder what the bloody hell happened
or i just get hurt.
and that's the worst.
i miss you, you big fat fool
and i'm too proud to say it
but somehow, somewherei [edit]knEw[/edit] that i'll get hurt again