fear today i've already done three of the most sickening things ever. a)ask b)look and c)wonder. there cannot be another day as torturous. i've made so many mistakes. the answer doesn't take too much time to come up. but the wait. yuck. i suppose i've committed almost half the seven deadly sins. oh how i've sinned. *sniggers*

but seriously.

anyhows, i don't really wanna be in the limelight. but it's like ever since he's been carted off to serve the nation it's like it's all him. he likes this. let's buy him this. let's go get him. let's this let's that. sometimes it's like ohmygod what am i? shit la. i shouldn't care la right?

school. has been such a blessing i guess. don't take what i do seriously. i don't wanna be me anymore. haha. everything has been shifted to a whole new level and it's kind of annoying. it's hot in class and the windows are too large. moreover, i hate walking to school. from here on i don't know where i'll land anymore. what's in store for me? i've vowed to love myself more this year. even if it seems like i'm so full of myself but i suppose i need a boost in confidence even if it's from me myself and i. i figure no one can love me like i can. so when i was in the car a few minutes ago i realised i could have kissed a girl. and a pretty one at that. i digress. where will i be five years from now? it scares me to be this close yet so far at the same time. remember the unexpected thing question? it is. i never asked for you.

i love res. i vow never to scar this body i'm in. i wanna stop all bad habits. you'll have to catch me.


i'll be ignoring. but fine. all the best amigos for the year 2007.


carols. the best birthday present i'll ever get is a long weekend. it's due this february. my treat. so love me ok? cheers fuckheads.  ¶ 8:52 PM