nope let's see. i've been telling myself such big whoppers. and some people too. and the same has been done to me. i thought my 18th year was a something else. but like they say, when everything goes your way you're in the wrong lane buster.


hhmm... but on a lighter note, this year has been better! im not as depressed as i usually am during the holidays. but today, is really bad. yeah. i want my girls. i want a big hug from feezah and nisa espescially coz i miss them so so badly.


i wonder why im still around at times. ugh. talk about pms during the holidays. berikanlah petunjuk!! chey.


what else? i don't feel like going to dikir barat and i feel that most of what people say has no connection what-so-EVER to why things happen. aaaaand... i don't think people think twice about their actions at times. like yours truly. and others too. don't tell me you're that sensible. we all aren't at the best of times.


when i say A it means A and not B.


i've got resolutions you know. i wanna be lean. yeah. i thought about it while i was in malaysia. i don't wanna be thin. like waif like. is that how you spell it? i dunno. i wanna be tall and lean. like... lanky? haha!  ¶ 10:41 AM