corners came crumbling: bitch

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

bitch

hey you! yeah! YOU!

you two bit stupidass little bitch!!
like hello not everyone heals as fast as you ok? so what if some people are still hemming and hawing over things that they have lost. so fine! so lost your fair share to but how DIFFERENT people deal with stuff is totally different and way out of YOUR fucking control!! dont make it sound like you're a tormented little soul that has gone through so much. like hello and wake up! how old are you again? my mom has gone through alot more. so fine u lost whosoever before but u see that's your side of your soddy sad life ok? the rest of us have yet to have people taken away or not many people have left us. so whenever it comes to us little "inexperienced" people losing people OF COURSE we are not as ready to let stuff just slide. maybe the reason you let things go so easily is because in the FIRST place you dont have the PASSION for it. reason your way however you want you "tormented soul who has lost so much and i KNOW i have to move on and blah blah blah i dont care anymore" but different stroke for different folks aiite?

and most of us are not as lucky as you to have so many other people to fall back on or as ready to fall back and hurt all over again. or as "busy" as you. oh im not cheerful anymore. im sorry but i've had it up to here with your im so pretty im so cute act. you know i dont know why im bothered by this. sheesh. its not like im not used to it. HELLO everyone knows this is an unpredictable world but you only live once and you only have one type of so and so...so yeah u think you know so much? i dont think you do. pah!

so please mister, i do so hope you know what you are doing. i worry about you and i so wanna salvage this. whatever this is. im not about to let something good slip thru these destructive fingers. you keep me sane. and right now you scare me with your coldness and frost. every word. i reach out and i get a cold burn. i wanna say i miss you but who cares right? so i said i missed the old you and you said you dont.

wasn't i part of that old you? that's the you i fell for. literally. sigh.

¶ 8:21 PM

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