purple i feel irrelevant all of a sudden. like all that i've done, i've said, i've endured adds up to nothing. i dont know why im PMSing. im such a fucking pussy two faced bitch. nope i wont say my life's like shit. coz wtf is that man? how much shit can u have possibly gone thru in your seventeen years on this goddamn Earth? not much rite?


i wonder how far i can push things or situations by not caring about nothing. yupp. with no emotions. no sympathy or empathy. whatever pathy-pathy u wanna add la. alamak. cannot la. i wont live. i can never not smile in a day. i wanna laugh and smile as much as i did when i was a lil dyke. i mean, tyke.


argh. fuck me sideways. im hating nothing. everything seems to be in full colour. everything seems to be fine and dandy mandy. uh huh. im so rubbish la see. talking shitloads of shit that dont add up to nothing. im so irrelevant. (link back to topic)


fuck la. GP. so screwed. cannot make it. i think i wasnt thinking.


ahoy retards of my life. download the song i would die for you by garbage. download with discretion ok? but heck la! its not like i care actually.


spell check.

fuck - Fuji
mandy - moaned


what the fuji! mandy is nowhere NEAR moaned
*mandies out loud*


mommy, i want purple birkenstocks
or a Monterey Mocca


5hrs weekend online promise starts next week ok?  ¶ 8:30 PM